I Wish I Was...

I wish...

So, I want to tell you about wishes

The ones that I know will never be real.

Yet, I wish at times.

I wish with an aching heart

Knowing it is futile to wish.

I wish I were normal

No, I do not know what that means.

Someone who could fit in, perhaps?

Someone who could pretend to fit in?

I wish I did not fall in love

Yes, I hold love with the highest regard.

Love hurts; more than I can explain.

Yet, I can not live with my heart closed.

Because fear is no way to live.

I can keep going

Down and down my list

But, end of it all

I am happy to be here

Alive and well.

Luv

Saj